away.

First night back in my high school bedroom, officially.
I no longer live in Austin, and that's freaking weird.

The move was successful, and I only cried a little today.
More tears will come, I'm sure, when I leave for good on Tuesday.
Until then, I will try to block them out.
Don't get me wrong, I am so beyond excited for what lies ahead.
It is so hard, however, to leave all of the things I love behind.

Today I wondered a lot if this move is me running away.
It's been the nagging question at the back of my mind for the past week,
and today I had about 200 miles to think it over.
I have never been the type of person to run away, and I don't want to start now.

Over the doubt, "No."
I had a long talk with the Lord about it, and I remembered all of the ways that He has been leading me to this point over the past few months, and years even. 
"Haley. You know that camp is where you belong. You've known it for a long time."