Blogger world, I'm going to be honest with you and throw it out there: This is turning out to be a very hard semester. Somehow, it makes it better to throw it out there, because at least I'm being honest and not pretending everything is peachy. Because truthfully, a lot of things aren't going that great right now. And that's okay, because God is still sovereign and that is enough.
And I'm okay with it, because things change and life isn't always easy.
And I don't always understand, but I don't have to.
Because, like I said, He has it and that's all I need to know.
(And He has had all of this written from the beginning of time.)
But I am very tired of everyone always asking me, "How are things going this year?"
And all I can say is, "They're fine," because they wouldn't understand even if I told them.
But that's okay too, it really is. It's just hard.
I am learning a lot of really wonderful things.
And I am also wrestling with and questioning a lot of things.
Which is very exhausting, and hard, but I need it.
I really am not trying to complain.
I just needed to write it.
Because now, at least it's out there.
And that helps.
On a completely different note: awesome things.
1 comment:
so...i'm totally not going to go all super-sunday school, trite encouragement here. it gets tired and frustrating to hear romans 8:28quoted at you when you're in what I like to call a "meh" phase.
Bottom line: sometimes we have to struggle with stuff in order to fully appreciate the time when we aren't struggling. that doesn't make the struggling suck any less - it just gives us a little something to look forward to in the midst of it all. He'll bring you through.
love you.
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