girl could get lost tonight.

how many things I would do differently if I could start this semester over.

for now, I'll bury myself in my music. because that is what I do.

and I don't feel like singing tonight.
all the same songs.

If I could be honest:
I'd tell you that I'm sorry.
I'd tell you that I've missed you a lot this week.
I'd tell you that I'm confused.
I'd tell you that I'm trying my best.
I'd tell you that it's still really hard.
I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be.

but I need a break.

here in these deep city lights,
girl could get lost tonight.
I'm finding every reason to be gone,
there's nothing here to hold on to.

calling out, somebody save me. I feel like I'm fading.
am I gone?