You will change my heart in time.

I fight for you every stinking day.

Dear Haley-
please stop. you really need to be done with this.
it's sort of a big waste of time.
thanks. :)

I am so lucky to be here.
And to be surrounded with such wonderful people that set examples for me
and bring me closer to the Lord.
I am blessed to have friends such as these.
And I need to let that be enough.

Waiting Room

Shane and Shane

I will run when I cannot walk
I will sing when there is no song
I will pray when there is no prayer
I will listen when I cannot hear

Sitting in the waiting room of silence
Waiting for that still small voice I know
Offering my words up to the rooftop of Your heart
Trusting that this closet's where You are

Lord I know if I change my mind
You will change my heart in time
Sovereign Lord this time's from you
So I sit in the waiting room of silence
Cause it's all about You.

I will fight when I cannot feel
I will trust when You don't seem real
I will tell when I cannot speak
I will step when I cannot see

Father, thank you for this battle that you've chosen for me to fight.
Please use it to glorify You somehow. Even though I can't see it.
My worth is found in YOU, please remind me of that constantly.
I'm sorry I struggle with this so much.
Thank you that you are patient with me even though I am incredibly impatient.
You have shown me that You put me here for bigger things. Help me to remember this.

I cannot be upset with you for wanting to be my friend. I am so thankful for you. (And I think this often.)

"Dear Children, let us not love with words or tongue
but with actions and in truth."
-1 John 3:18