Because it's never as easy as it seems.

What to do and how to see
When every little thing seems to get in my way.

I have a lot to do to get my heart and myself ready for next semester.
I had big plans for this break, and so far they are not happening.
I have all of this junk in my heart that I need to clear out, and it's proving to be a hard thing.
And I'm so bitter. I hate that most of all. That needs to be DONE.

For some reason, I have major problems trusting the Lord with certain things in my life.
Which is stupid. Because He has been so faithful to me. And I have absolutely no reason to believe that He will not continue to be faithful.
So this is what I should work on the most, I think. Trusting Him with this, especially. Because honestly, what good does it do me to sit here and worry about these things? None at all.

Cause you're only taking inches when I'm giving you miles.
Did you think that maybe I wasn't worth your while?

Even when I can't see it, He has a plan, and things will be fine.
I need to remember that.

"Though they stumble, they will not fall,
for the LORD holds them by the hand."
- Psalm 37:24

Sky Ranch, here I come. :)

please, softly before I scream,

breathe, breathe, breathe.